I am unable to express or spill out my feelings with the right words. To be honest, my feelings are…well, that’s what I would like to know because I do not know how I feel. I cannot tell the difference between being sad, angry, hurt or any of those kinds of feelings. I don’t know why but I have come to a theory that I am unable to express how I truly feel because throughout my life, I have been wearing a mask. This mask that I wear is a smile and the thoughts that are forever imprinted in my brain is “I am happy.” and “Everything is okay.”. I have worn this mask for so long that I do not know what my feelings really are. My ability to tell things apart from my feelings is gone. Is there a way to retrieve that ability? Or will I be stuck like this forever?