I always have been. Ever since I was a little girl, I was afraid that my parents would leave me. I was afraid that whenever we went somewhere and they left me alone for a second, I was afraid that they would never come back for me. I am still afraid of losing people but I do not understand why I am still afraid because I have lost so many people that I never wanted to lose in my life. All I can do to make it seem okay is to not think about it and block out my feelings.