Hello there, this blog is a little bit more personal than the other blog (ilauralee)and this blog is where I will mostly write about things rather than post 'reblogs'. Feel free to read my posts and enjoy (: If you want to visit my other blog, just click here. My "ilauralee" blog is a little bit less personal than this one.

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I do not need love but I do need to be loved.

I do not need friends but I do need someone to be there for me once in a while. 

But what I do need is a family, whether it is blood related or not, I will always need a family. I cannot live without my family because that is what my life is really about. All I want in a family is for everyone to be happy, respect, trust, be honest and tolerate each other. There are too many unforgettable memories when you have a family. Family members may not get along too well sometimes but then a family can have a very strong bond and for whatever happens, this bond will not and cannot break. For example, my brother and I have been growing up together, side by side, for a long time and even now. We do fight once in a while but in the end, we will always end up getting along just fine. My brother always has my back and I will always have his. There are just way too many memories between us and I can never forget these precious memories. He was my childhood best friend, now he is my buddy and he is my brother and always will be. These memories are too precious to be forgotten. All those moments we have had will forever be imprinted in my brain. A family is what I need most. I already have an imperfectly perfect family but I would also like a family amongst friends. I want to know that people will be there for me no matter what happens. That is all I ask for. 

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