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I am very excited for college. I know that college life will be tough since there will be more responsibilities and work to do. Of course I will complain about it later on but then even if I do complain, I am very determined to be who I want to be. I am very determined to do the things I have always wanted to do. My future life plans are already set and all I need to do is achieve them and make it happen. Once I attend college, I will not let anyone bring me down. If I am doing not so well in a class, I will do my best, study for it and hire a tutor just so that I can maintain a 3.5-4.0 gpa. I want to be the best. I want to be someone that people will look up to. I want to show people that I am doing good. As for those that thought I would not do so well, I want to show them that they’ve been proved wrong. I want to show them that I am better than them and I always will be. I want the people that disliked me, hated me, treated me bad, and thought I would not do well to feel embarrassed, regretful and jealous. I know that it is bad to want someone to feel this way but I know that a lot of people have talked about me behind my back. I know that people do not think that I am smart. I know that people are watching and waiting for my world to crumble down. I know it all but I will not let that happen. I am usually a chill and laid back person but when it comes to college and my life, all you will see in my eyes is determination. My mind will be set on becoming somebody great and my heart will be filled with passion, determination, and strength.

Do not underestimate me.

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