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It is going to be your birthday in about 32 minutes. You are turning 14 now. I hope you know that I really love you and you make me happy. I do not know what I would do with you. Do you remember? Do you remember when we were babies and we were each others childhood best friends? I remember every single moment of my life that I spent with you. I cherish all of these memories and I hope you do too. You have grown into a tall handsome young man. You have gotten quite strong over these years. You are my one and only brother that I will always love. Nobody will replace you in my heart. When I am near or far, I will always look out for you. I will always be by your side. I am very sorry if I have ever hurt your feelings. I was young, stupid and foolish. I love you. I really wish I could hug you but you would never let me hug you. I don’t think you know this but whenever you are right next to me, I feel happy and I feel a nice warm comfort when I am with you. Whenever I see you, you are like that one precious shining star in my eyes. Although you have grown into a big boy, I still see you as my 3 year old little brother who was my best friend. My life would be meaningless without you. I love the fact that I have a brother and that it is you. Sometimes I might have a guy friend who I see as a “brother” but nobody can be MY brother except you because you are the one and only. Please grow to be a happy, healthy, smart and a wonderful kid that you are. Please stay safe and warm as well. I love you brother.

Sincerely,

Your sister.

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