I am not a perfect person nor am I stunning or appealing to other peoples eyes. I am just a simple regular girl who strives for a great future. I have tried doing my best to fit in with the crowd but I am not that person. Some despise me. Some talk trash about me. Some even treat me like I am invisible. I have never fallen in love with anyone except for one person. I have no intentions on falling in love with anyone else just to get my heart broken all over again. I am not many things. I am not the kind of person that people want me to be. I am Laura Lee. Nobody can change me. Nobody can hurt me anymore. Nobody can take advantage of me any longer. I was that shy and innocent little girl. I still am but do not let my looks deceive you. At one point, I may seem nice, shy and innocent but there are times when I am mean, scary, not shy and never regretful of my words or actions. Life has been rough and it will continue to be rough but I will never fall. I will live to be someone great. I will live to be someone that other people will look up to. I have loved and have not received any sincere love back but it’s okay. I have lost the people who I considered special to me because they did not want me around. I was left behind. Betrayed. Abandoned. It is a scary feeling but I do not care anymore. I am strong. I will be someone great. I can do just fine by myself. All I need in my life is my family. That is all that matters to me. I am sorry that I cannot be that person who everyone wants me to be. I am sorry that I am not good enough for anyone. Those that have betrayed me, abandoned me, hurt me, and underestimated me, don’t be shocked when I am above you in the future. I have learned to be alone, all by myself, because of you. I have learned to feel nothing. I have learned that I can be happy without you in my life. I am not nearly perfect but I know that I will be someone great, I will love someone till the end, I will stay strong and I will never give up.
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