There are quite a few people in my life that are special to me. They make me happy but sometimes, it feels like as if I am not as important to them as they are to me. I feel like I have to do all the work to keep the friendship together. Whenever I see them with their friends, they seem closer to their own friends than with me. In the end, I feel like I am invisible to their eyes. All I want is for the people I consider “special” to be there for me just like how I would always be there for them. I want them to talk to me like as if they could tell me anything in the world because I know I would do the same. All the people I considered “special” were cold-hearted towards me. They respected me, cared about me and were nice to me but then the way they acted near me was cold. When these special people are with their friends, as soon as they speak, I see a spark between them. They connect to each other so easily but when it comes to me, there is no spark and no connection. Sometimes, I need to try extra hard to make these connections or sometimes I would have to try extra hard just to get them to stay around. Everyone left me. I was always left alone. I was ms.invisible around a lot of people. Every single person I consider special to me did not see me the way I saw them. They did not treat me the way I would treat them. I have thought about this a million times and I understand that if he or she does not treat you the same way back, they are not worth fighting for. In my perspective, these people are worth fighting for. Nobody seems to understand or realize how much they mean to me. They keep me happy just by being there. They put a smile on my face just by being there. Whenever I see these special people, my heart flutters. I cannot lose them because they mean a lot to me. I just wish they would see me how I see them. I wish they would feel the same way about me as I feel for them.