I must have loved you a lot if I still remember every single moment we have had together. I must have loved you a lot if I still remember everything about you. I must have loved you a lot if I am still afraid that these memories will hold me back and bring back every single feeling I have ever had for you. I definitely fell in love with you. You stayed in my heart for about two to three years. During the time I was so in love with you, my life was at its worst (maybe) but then I was the most happiest when I was with you. It is strange how we loved each other so much yet we never actually dated. You were my best friend and my first love. Then one day, it all faded away. It killed me a bit (I think I was depressed for a while) but then I continued living my life. 

And now, we’re friends but I honestly do not like where we are at this point. I never get a chance to talk to you. I can never get in touch with you. We are supposed to be friends but it doesn’t feel like it. It feels like we’re strangers again. If we are friends, please try to be my friend and actually talk to me or let me contact you in some way.